About Me

I am a new person by the amazing love of God and my steady faith in Him.Just because I am a Christian, does not make me a "nun".I am now a normal 24 year old that likes to have fun.I still do normal things like go shopping go out to eat,see movies,go out to clubs,worry about guys.Its a personal choice not a life-altering decision.I think more about my life and whats good for me and those around me.It means I have compassion and I think about others first.It means I am a leader and dont follow other people or get pressured by them to do anything to damage my body by using any toxins.It means I live my life knowing there is something greater after this and I will so rightly deserve it.It means I have someone who knows my path and whats best for me and I can trust what he says and know I am loved.It means I have millions of friends that believe the same thing and they are my family.I was recently rescued from the sex-industry. I know what its like to not want to wake up, to have a bad relationship with your parents because they are embarrassed and shameful of you.Ive lived that life and been on the many different drugs and partied all the time. I was close to suicide when I decided to listen to Shelley Lubben and trust God. I want you to know Im here for you anytime you need to talk to someone without being judged or feeling like you’re worthless compared to them .Its still not always easy for me especially financially but God has a way of coming out of nowhere and blessing you at the right times if you have faith. I do not regret my choice…because I am happier now, I have a relationship with my family now, I am no longer ashamed to hold my head high and feel like I am more than just a piece of meat.I also have a support system at church that have been better friends to me than anyone else has.To see me on t.v on the Fox Mike & Juliet Morning show read my blogs and copy and paste the link to watch it.If you give God a chance he will amaze you.It dosnt mean you have to be perfect or be a "bible thumper", it dosnt mean you're better than anyone.I love you and I am always here for you. ****I am an Aries. Born Care-taker. Natural Redhead with blue eyes. I am an artist. I love music and I write to vent. I have way too much compassion. I cry when people hurt. I don't argue. I confront and handle my own beef. I react and think about things later after its too late. Impulsive. I have a toungue like a sword and its my greatest weapon and can also be a very good thing. I have no tact but I try to have it. I love to be alone and isolated in my room a lot. I'm real with it even if it hurts. I love myself too much. I'm constantly dreaming. I love to be the center of attention. I melt in my lovers arms. I am a hopeless romantic. I am a big care-taker and always want to help everyone. I am way too loyal for my own good. I like the finer things in life. I love to be spoiled and I am very affectionate. I am high matienence and I have southern charm. I go to school for college algebra and I'm going for a digital design diploma. I LIKE: Lilacs and red roses. Diamonds. Valentines--art-music-The Giants-Marilyn Monroe-Gossip magazines-Britney Spears. Early 90's r&b music. White Diamonds & Very Sexy Perfume-the colors red & black-Family Guy-steak and salads-Applebees Jamaican Freeze drinks and french resturaunts. -Victoria's Secret and Debs. Lingerie and costumes. Old toys from when I was growing up. Urban Novels. Richard Wright and Sistah Souljah. I love Stephen King. He is a genius! Reggae and R&B. Theatre and jazz bands. Lipgloss and my hair straightner. Mojito's and Buttery Nipples. The beach and New York. Van Gogh and Monet-Floetry & Jill Scott. I love children. They are so innocent and helpless.